Which I guess means no more soppy stuff in here... at least till next time. Lucky you.
What happened? I got tired of sitting around being ambiguous about it. I went to Will's for dinner and we talked. And we worked out that it really is too big an obstacle. There's too much of his life that is Christianity. There's not enough in mine that is. There is no way in hell that I will pretend to believe anything to keep a relationship. So it's over. And I'm not sure whether I'm glad or sad or upset or happy. Because it wasn't working, and I know it wasn't, but I really wish we could have made it work anyway.
What happened? I got tired of sitting around being ambiguous about it. I went to Will's for dinner and we talked. And we worked out that it really is too big an obstacle. There's too much of his life that is Christianity. There's not enough in mine that is. There is no way in hell that I will pretend to believe anything to keep a relationship. So it's over. And I'm not sure whether I'm glad or sad or upset or happy. Because it wasn't working, and I know it wasn't, but I really wish we could have made it work anyway.