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It's been a long month. Where do I start? I went back to uni at the start of March. This year should be my final year in Melbourne because I'm hoping to go to Toronto on exchange next year. Where everyone else, it seems is heading. Rossi and Adam, for example. (Sorry, I have no idea how to put links in yet. I'm too busy writing evil docs like Software Quality Assurance Plans. Which you should thank the deity/fate/whatever of your choice that you never have to read. Or write. Or think about.) But anyway, it's been one of those really busy months. I'm not exactly sure why, because it's the start of semester. Actually, I lie, it's all my own fault. I don't seem to be able to stay out of trouble (actually, not just trouble, stuff in general). I mean, I've given up IT at the law review, but there's still general member work, and karate, and tumbling, and dance classes, and writing, and tutoring, and work, and oh yeah, that thing I'm actually meant to be spending all my time on - uni! Ah, and that thing which makes my life ridiculously irrational - guys. I'm scarred. I know that. Did the long teenage angsty relationship. Then the crazy in-your-face picking up thing. Then the friend thing. Then I got sick. And I guess I don't trust anyone because of that. It's always arms length relationships (can you tell I'm also a law student *grin*). Reading Rossi's friend's Dex's post was kinda interesting. Especially because I've heard (been warned) about him. (I didn't know anyone even _knew_ the word 'rake' outside of Georgette Heyer.) Sweet, yeah, for sure. But if he's always gonna have a barrier up, then jeez, I feel sorry for the serious chick.

Way too tired. Already been to bed once this evening. Think I'll go back.